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Saturday, July 30, 2011

坦白





神经紧绷
每一条筋脉都被拉的紧紧的
不敢肆意呼吸
全身僵硬
动弹不得


给我看的那封信息意味着什么??
纯粹想澄清
抑或是因好笑而将我玩弄于股掌之中??


你的反应暧昧不明
是讽刺吗
我知道
心中默念的那些话早就烟消云散
剩下的只有全神贯注地面对足以捶入心扉的一字一句


我不可以输
我总是那么想
天生的优越感在你面前被击溃得一败涂地
你就那么的享受吗
我的可笑


意味深长
“明白·明白,完全明白”是我仅能做出的反应


我讨厌你的笑容
我讨厌你令人生畏的双眼
我讨厌你不经意的干扰
我讨厌你暗示性的话语


我要的是完全澄明的笑容
我要的是能够直视你的双眼的勇气
我要的还是你的坦白!!!
我要的太多太多
你能给吗


我不再自诩忧愁了
打算如疯子般
有你的没你的
我一并活下去


我还是有自知之明的





Wednesday, July 27, 2011

无题

不想再文质彬彬地束缚了

决定以最白最白最最白的方式狠狠地写下
信笺上最深刻的体会

又在卖弄文字了><

他喜欢她,可能爱他
表明心迹了
她让他等了很久
最好的朋友可能成为了他们之间的障碍
渐渐地
她开始心虚了
不再毫无保留
即使在朋友面前表明自己拒绝他的意愿也只是个附和

试图不坚定的语气掩藏情窦的蠢蠢欲动
朋友甲相信了
那么的单纯
着实是让人呼了一口气
朋友乙聪明得多了
她期望可以瞒骗她
其实不然
大家也不选择对号入座
她选择继续瞒骗自己

朋友乙相信
一切总会在她预料之中
选择事不关己
就像当她愚蠢的以为别人无法洞悉她的心事时
朋友已在心中冷观

Monday, July 25, 2011

衣谷化十

很喜欢ikuwashi
绚烂的黑白
真的很漂亮


共存

我只想好好的和你们共存,
共同创造更美好的世界。

不加修饰的语言却带出了最深刻的体会
看见了吗




有一个夜晚

有一个夜晚,
我离开了这座城市。

有一个夜晚,
我来到了一棵大树下。

有一个夜晚,
我遇见了你们俩。

那一个夜晚,
我很开心。
幻想

我幻想,我幻想。
这是一个奇妙的世界,没有人。


多梦幻啊
我想

眼睛别再睁得那么大了
怕的还是无力负荷

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

我又自诩忧愁了
一坨坨恶魔的屎
噼里啪啦往下压
体无完肤
飘香
七月嘛
自然的


将感官重新设定
又是一个冷血的天蝎了
我无为能力
是我在自欺欺人
还是心力交瘁将我最珍贵的给抹杀了?


不留一点痕迹
再怎样沉重
还是会有一丝甜蜜在发酵的
对吧?
城市太过拥挤
再梦幻的泡影也会一点一滴地
被碾碎
空气里的流光
绚烂的美好
不够真实
缺乏安全感的怀疑


有自诩忧愁了
与其自艾
不如
想想明天该如何庆祝呢?



智淑,生日快乐

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

很乱 (有点乱)
很痛 (有点痛)
很酸 (有点酸)
很伤 (真的有点伤)


我的鲁鲁啊
你在哪里呢


累了
突然觉得自己真的老了


我老了我老了我老了我老了





Sunday, July 17, 2011

屎屎们

不应景== 还是很可爱:3




突然觉得有点烦
真的很烦
由单纯又复杂的真的烦
孤身一人不好吗
会很糟糕吗
很令人厌烦很烦超超烦


关心不一定要表面嘛
心有所想就行了嘛
有时因为关心而关心
惺惺作态=X


有时真的不想理朋友的琐碎啊                                                             
我学会不再一味地付出了
但还是强迫自己凑上一脚
你惺惺作态真猩猩


一坨恶魔的屎呀,我在纸上不断写着
铭记于心啊,大大坨的屎
老师教着物理思绪早就扑扑飞到丑小鸭的小泥塘里了
扑扇扑扇
天鹅毛掉光了我还在梦里游荡


七月的味道
是牛粪的荣幸还是魅力
我居然为它痴了3600秒钟                                           
痴着忙着把黄金变成冰淇淋
凉快啊
是当钟声响起时


源源不绝的屎呀
哼哼地在草堆中繁衍








哈哈XD





Saturday, July 16, 2011

第一次





好多好多的第一次
都在今天 · 昨天发生


从未尝试过越界的事情
一一在这星期内接踵而来


热切盼望
等到的是灯火阑珊下的孤寂
坠落谷底


意兴阑珊
却再次把我从谷底生生拔起
重燃倾寂


玩笑的口吻
我不确定是否甜在心里
娇吒    允许


薯条与泡面
我放弃了前者   
杯形的饼干


囫囵吞枣
祈祷着的匆匆
却愿意捉住这一刻
甜蜜 · 折磨









Thursday, July 14, 2011

poor innocent pitiest bumblebeeXD

hahasXD

not daring to share it on facebook, but still love it><

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

The luckiest oral test

            A very good morning to my beloved teacher, Miss Fernandez and all my fellow friends. Today I’m going to talk about “Are Women Second-class Citizens”? ( “ NOOO!!!” “YESS!!!” boys n girls kept bickering, lols)

          Are women second-class citizen? Well, even in our own homes, they were second-class for a long time.( looked to the scrip) For instance, women were housewives and homemakers. They cooked, cleaned and looked after the home while the men went out to work. This was the custom for years. HEYYY girls LISTEN, men always the one who made decision n women always became the followers!!! ( “yes~” agreeing) IT WAS REALLY UNFAIR!! ( “YESS!!” “ stop la stud!” “ shut uP!!!” “you shut DUDE!!!” *kept waving my hands, lolzz*) Men were automatically educated but it was a lucky woman who was sent to school in those days.

          But today, things have changed rapidly. Today, I am glad and honoured to say that women are on equal footing with men. They have equal education. They can choose to do anything as long as they have qualifications. Today, women can become teachers accountants scientists or even a doctors.!  ( “ can you stop flying away?”said Sree “ chi shut” )  The sky is the limit.

          Although women have equal footing with men, but they still have a hard time as well. For example, a woman may be a manager of a company. When she comes to home, she still has to cook a meal and clean up the house.( “Hey nenek stop acting like a bird larhh…” >.<)  She still has to supervise the children’s homework and get them ready to the bed. On the other hand, when her husband comes home from work, he still can sit in front of the television and “goyang kaki” *laughter* while her wife was busying to get dinner ready. (don’t know why, suddenly the words came out n I kept laughing while shook my leg. of course it was funny ahahaha.) ( “ men are stupid.” said Keevani n the class full-filled with the bicker sound of courseXD)

          Today women have to be a professional, housewife, housekeeper, care-giver and mother all rolled into one. and it’s true in many families.

          Does this seem fair to you?? NO~~ really UNFAIR~~ In my opinion, everyone should be equal with equal responsibilities at home and at work. Then, truly our society will be civilized and modern.( i said modernized, whatever ><)

          Thank you.  
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++




See ya this's my scrip hahaXD
As  many ppl know, i'm really truly totally a LAZY person while doing all sort of things, especially works that's given by teacher n things that have happened on last 2 days is the best example. 
My english teacher, Miss Fernandez already told us to be prepared for the oral test that was going to start on this week. I forgot it of course, had to be rushed to copy my scrip while others was presenting.( actually i'm relaxing lolzzz ) God BLESS me, luckily i brought my SPM 188 Model Essays. If not i would be slaughtered XDXD. Teacher don't called me until i had done for my copy fortunately. n i still had time for me to memo the scrip for 4 times!!!( haha though that wasn't enough><)
Teacher called me n I WAS NOT PREPARED.( shhh, don't tell her=x)went through rows of tables, i stood in front of everybody n somebody said " hey zenyn don't fly ya!" haha that was my style LOL. 
I started. kept waving my hands n jumped around. ( of course ppl laugh n i thought i was cute XDXD) U know, this was only the one way to reduce my nervousness. Girls n boys, especially INdians, kept bickering about dis topic n i thought it would be helped on my marks. Proud of it coz i'm capable to make the class full-filled with laughter. SO i'm excited n i was truly excited n not scared at all.( n i kept looking at my scrip too hahas)
Finished. Clapped. Happy. "teacher, is it better than last time right??"asked."yes much BETTER" haha. proud of it though i don't know my marks.
Y am i say it's a lucky. Coz no preparation, n sometime speak spontaneous n no nervous at all. n i think i could get higher marks if i'm not looking to my scrip when i speak.

HAHAS. FORTUNATE.LUCKY N MUACKSS TO MY FRIEND WHO SUPPORTED ME^^

  ♥ u guys haha
          

Sunday, July 10, 2011

很危险,还是po上来了


在自己的心中种下爱你的种子。。却结出了寂寞的果实。。
也许某天。。你会想起我。。


种豆未必会得瓜啊
我又自诩忧愁了
真的是自打嘴巴

Thursday, July 7, 2011

既灵动又鲜艳得让人窒息的感情

心灵的出口旁
我犹疑不决

是热情释放
还是腐烂在谷怀中?

难以抉择的十字路口
我茫然

半亩花田见证了我们的邂逅
曲曲章谈开始了对白
眼帘下的不是灰暗
是既甜腻又酸楚的————
沦陷

(MV)郭靜&范瑋琪&張韶涵-仨人



爱上了这首歌
虽然除了讽刺还是讽刺

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

哒哒随笔

哒哒哒
今天是超忙的一天
即时要交上的功课超多
拜惰性所赐
幸好我有的是救星
丝纭我爱死你了!!


还是会四处溜达
寻求的踪迹
没了借口
算了


无意间看到的留言
怕的还是
诗情画意
我畏缩啊
永远不为人知的事





Monday, July 4, 2011

A letter of apology

forgive me
though you would nvr know my apology


有点后悔
不想的刻意变成了无暇


你在吧
不确定
再一次的放肆
确定吗
收入你的眼帘


借口啊
一再重审
还是会有点空的
我任性啊

Sunday, July 3, 2011

心酸,心痛
我不想抵御


趴在床上
任由压迫感肺部的空气榨干
一点一点地
愈发揪心


直到陷入
一片    虚空


我不畏光


我背光






我终究不是完美的
只是    我还在
逃避